From Awkward Silence to Gospel Conversations

It’s been a joyous yet challenging experience working at Sonshine Day Camp. During my time here at TCM, God has been showing me the struggle of working with kids. From teaching Bible lessons to distracted kids to struggling to lead games and crafts, I have recognized many of my shortcomings due to my lack of experience. However, I am reminded of 2 Corinthians 12:9.

My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.

God is reminding me to stop focusing on my performance and to rely on Him, the one who is ultimately in control. I am comforted by God’s grace amid my flaws and weaknesses, knowing that He uses imperfect people to display His greatness and carry out His work. 

During the camp, I have seen God’s goodness through the small, random moments. A memory that stands out to me happened during the least expected time– lunchtime. I was sitting with a boy who usually eats by himself. Our time together usually starts with an awkward silence as we enjoy each other’s company. However, this time, he was fidgeting with a small cross he had crafted during Bible class. He was explaining to me the significance of the design of the crafted cross. He mentioned how the beads on the cross represented the seven deadly sins– interesting, I know. But little did I know, this was the first conversation that connected to the gospel. I asked him whether he had committed any of the seven deadly sins. He paused, hesitated, and said “not really”. Then I shared how I had pretty much committed all of them, and he was quite surprised by how openly I said that. He seemed puzzled and wanted to know more about what I had just said. As we talked more, I shared that I am a sinner and pointed out my need for Jesus. It was good that he was holding a cross because I was able to explain how Jesus had brought down sin by bearing it on the cross. 

As I reflect on this interaction, I am amazed by God’s goodness and faithfulness as He works through it all, even the small, unplanned conversations.